靜思語的約定

Sunday, October 31, 2010

wake up fren....

认识你是7岁的事,那时的你是多么的爱撒娇,多么的爱哭。。。
中学的最后两年,又和你同班。。。
一个亭亭玉立的你,还有骂yih hong的那种霸气,我想谁也没办法忘记。。。

如今,你遭遇不幸,在这48小时内,自己承受所有的痛,朋友我们看了心痛,
但,我们并不担心,因为坚强的你,很能挨,我们知道,你会在今天醒过来。。

有时,真恨不得那几个凶手,不得得逞还要加害人一把,让我们最爱的你,受了伤。。

婷,别怕,加油。。不只这48小时,明天,以后每一天,我们每一个人都会陪着你,为你接下来的日子一起加油,一起努力。。

朋友,坚持,知道你情况稍微稳定都很开心。。

婷:再大的风雨,我们都会陪你一起走下去。。。
朋友,坚持,快点醒过来。。。

祝福你,愿佛陀加持

Thursday, October 28, 2010

rainny thursday

Im not that kinda of emo..just feel want to write whatever in my deep heart core...
I know that i haven't finish my exam and study is not only for exam...
Revising and revising ...it's just a cycle...It's shouldn't be stop...
(At last we will just find that the circle become larger and larger..endless till the end of our life)

Today i wish to share about few things...
1) My lecturers...
1stly will talk abt my thermodynamics practical lecturer, mr LEE.....
The 1st day i met him was on my 1st trimester chemistry test, he was one of the examiner..
The 2nd time i met him was the 1st practical session in this trimester..
1st impression..he's that kind of knowledgeable in this field..
2nd impression..he's so strict( he wanted us to summit every report on the spot..Either full or or partial.....) * none of us like this method right??
Its already 6th week of our 2nd trimester as everyone stopped blaming and started to adapt
in his practical session...We learned the way to generate all the idea for our discussion,
learned all the ways to conduct the experiment precisely and consistence..

"....so, today is my last day with you all..."
"..shhhs,....why?...when..how??...."
"you all like me meh?....however, thanks for your coorperation.."
"sir, we just adapted ourself..."
"K, tidy up your things so that we can close the lab..."
( the last phrase that mr lee spoken yesterday)
Sudden feel complicated.......we lose to get info under a good lecture....

2ndly,Ms Chan..My ECS Tutor...
This morning i purposely met her to propose my idea of changing the new topic for my
presentation, But she not allow me to do so....
After convincing and bargained for a long time at campus and sending email...
She still not allow me to do so but im quite satisfy to have a such understood lecturer.
Even i know that i have to put in more efforts for my presentation...(The topic still the same ...)But im that kind of on the moon now...ahha


2) My ECS speech...
Im not kinda of proud but today i wnt proud to be myself....(anyway. i dont like to live under others ppl)
I managed to finish my outline in 2 hours time..yeah..and im goinng to have my speech outline today...(i means the script)
HOPEFULLy i can success to become the best presenter....As promise to Miss Chan..I wont let her disappointed....

3) MY 1st midterm...
It's almost finish just left one paper on monday...

Let me have a review on it....
Math test...29 out of 30....simply lose one mark as i didnt label the end point in my graph..
Bio...result not yet out but js hope it will kinda of satisfactory grade for me as i know that most of the people lose 6 marks because of answering the question without logical thinking...(included me)
Chemistry test....Gosh...stupid for mistake on naming the hydrocarbon...(don;t even want to know im tat kind of careless or not well prepared) By right i should strive more..
Thermodynamics...Gosh again for wrongly put the substances which is heat absorber in the calculation of hear releasor...stupid....( i detect my answer not logic on the spot but cant detect the mistake.Just that moment when i opened the examination hall door..."ting!!!" it;s come to brain but its too late..)

FINAL conclusion...
LOW YING FAN...
YOU ARE NOT WELL PREPARED

tough 2nd sem

It's has been the 6 weeks of 2nd trmister I stayed in Kampar , striving hard for my 2nd trimester..

It's totally different again!!
I found that i m still able to cope up the syllabus but the question is not that simple as i thought before..

I can't be very sure that whether I have maximize my efforts or none..
But i just know that since the 2nd trimester I even take a big rest in a day....
Today (yesterday since now is edy 1 am) I've just complete all the main subject mid term test ..
At 1st I planned to complete my Mathematics tutorial BUT i failed it..
(I‘m not kinda of lazy girl)
Just sudden feel that i have to complete my public speaking speech outline 1st as I planned to seek for Ms Chan advise tomorrow....
I hope that, really hope that she allow me to change my topic tomorrow as the previous topic failed to make me have the determination to continue it...
If so and so i will fail to get my audiences attention during my presentation...

Although the latest topic that I planned to share is quite a normal, common, formal topic...
But i really wish to share this( The ways of being a success and happy teen-.....)
the..... stand for something surprise that i have to 1st get permission from my tutor 1st...

Whatever, whenever...
Its a real tough period for me now...
I just can;t wait for next Wednesday to go back my hometown to meet all my belovesssssssssssssss...........
hahahah....
Well, it;s time to bed as tomorrow have to attend 8am lecture (just for extra , pretending hardworking huh>.<)

Saturday, October 2, 2010

怎么办

我,以尝试努力,
可是偶尔怠慢的病症还是会发作,然而发现我还没100巴仙根据自己的时间表完成每天的目标。
有时真的好累,想想人生的意义何在。
不敢出去,因为害怕浪费分秒的时间,然而自己的一大突破,就是以减少对着电脑发呆的时间。
有时拼了,却觉得心有余而力不足。
人家就会说什么太压力,要求太高之类的。。。
然而这些都是借口。
我知道我的底不好,可是我深信后天的努力能补足一切。。真的我已尽力。。。
试问有谁不想当个有前途的人,当个受人肯定的好学生,当个称职的好女儿。。
然而我不是背负任何使命,只是我要改善自己的态度,改善我未来的生活。

我拚,还不是为了能光彩的毕业,拿到光彩的成绩单,让家人骄傲。。。
是啊,老爸说我的成绩只有自己知道,好处都归于自己,父母只是沾沾光。。。

可是,我真的很想让他们放心安心,让他们沾光更是我的荣幸。。
我说过的话绝对不是任何空头支票。。

人家说,颖凡说话雷声大雨点小,抱负大,付出少。。。。

可是,我努力时也是拿不到万众期待的成绩,
我的心会好受吗???

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