MISS ing❤

Today my baby went to camp...huh?!
sad sad....
why??
always busy for the useless and no standard camp...what for???
It's just a time wasting..which will neglect the homework and other more important stuff....

haiz....what to say..he went ady...
suddenly received his call this morning..i supposed should be happy,
BUT..it sounded sad...

as i started to miss him..and hope today is saturday..
I will feel insecure without his shoulder, without him by my side..

I miss you...
I promise to study smart and hard...and promise to finish all my stupid stuff in this 2 days time..
so that when you come back at least i can enjoy...

miss you my dear...i love you❤my dear...

FIFA world cup final 2010

Finished my tutorial attempt exercise by 11pm....waiting my dear sying to come....
Cherching claimed that he would watched the final match with his buddy and i eager to watch too..BUT..i have to wait for sying moreover no girl accompany me to watch...

At that disappointed moment,sying text to me and claimed that she won't stay with me as she had to watch the final with her friends..
YEah.....i promised to join their gang.....and i jz text to my sister sharlet told her she could returned my lap report the next day...Unexpected she wanted go for the mamak stall for the match too...yeah...

So....we need to to cycle but Alex and sharlet fetched me ans sying by their proton wira...wakakakak.....

We decided go out around 12.30am to book a seat for our own...unluckily...MM full..old n new GHANY oso crowded with those football fever....we went round and round patiently and finally we stopped our step at the press green stall..after waiting for minutes..yeah...we spotted a place and we jz sat there and order our beverages while waiting the match to start...

It just an excited feeling there...This is the 1st time I watched the match at hawker stall with a gang of friends....as i don wanna to miss the once forth years chance..and maybe this is the 1st and last time i watch FIFA with my university's frens....

The match finally started after 2.30am*m'sia hour...Its the war between holland n spain....
the game started n ended with various of yellow cards..while this match was going on a bit slow as the spain focused on attacked but it totally failed with the strong defence team of holland....
the miss out many chances to attack( for both team)...every shoot no matter free kick or side kick it make ppl disappointed...sigh...==

for the 1st half and 2nd half...none of a goal was scored..we were eager waiting for the penalty but..it sudden gave a chance for 30 minutes extra time....and it started to rain but it not heavy....

the football fevers keep on shouting and applause...For the 1st 15 minutes...the result remained the same...haiz....

Finally at 117'minutes....surprise A. Iniesta shoot a goal for spain...yeah.....they were sure to win....haha...the rained getting heavier and thus kevin fetch us home...

below are the analysis for yesterday match (reference from livescore)

Holland 0-1 Spain
shots on target : 6 - 5
shots off target : 6 - 13
possession (%) : 44 - 56
corner kicks : 6 - 8
offsides : 7 - 5
fouls : 28 - 19
yellow cards : 8 - 5
red cards : 1 - 0

reached home after 5am....continue today lecture about 10 am..haha.luckily i din felt asleep in lecture hall

1st midterm test

Recently, I was busy enough in preparing my 1st midterm test, it's suck...really..

This is the 1st time, i cry for test, black out in the exam hall..even wanted to rush out the exam hall at that particular moment..what can i concluded was, im not that smart..not that diligent...
even can labeled myself as "FAILURE'' in this stage...

I failed to do my best, black out twice and the stupid equation mistake..
I m getting worse than worse...
What can i do now...

I found that everything was not following my plan...what i have planned was totally dash..=.=
1. the time management.
2.my revision
3.my lab reportssssssssssss ( as the report will non stop given by lecture every week which mad all of us...really exhausted)
4.my assignment.

haiz...
nth much to write about..jz a damn busy life here...

wish myself always in the best of luck!!>.<....

人生转涙点

昨夜，想写，却写不出。。。
好累，不是疲累，而是我的心好累。。。
原来的我是何其的渺小，看到班上的同学个个都那么强，总觉得我好逊。。。
差透了，我跟几个女生再怎么拼，都拼不过。。
我们的策略错了，决定在这星期的考试后再重回战场，誓言必胜！！！

接到家人的电话，我哭了，好压力，只想跟妈妈撒娇，宣泄累积已久的压力。。。
才半个学期，我都累了，可是记得爸爸说过，做了决定就必须咬紧牙根撑过去·。。。
我一定会，肯定会。。。。

然而现在，我觉得精算学不是我的菜，或许明年会转去金融数学，这科算简单并不简单，新的科目何尝不是一个好的选择。。。老套地说一句；行行出状元。。应该适合我吧。。。
或许薪水不比精算来得高，但我宁可不要出来让人说女生不能在这行生存。。。

嗯。。我真的该更加努力。。
嗯。。现在先搞好先修班的课业吧。。。

为我自己，大声的说；加油

苦战

昨日，约了一大班朋友到我家-----做实验报告。

从六点到7点只是点了外卖，边等待，边聊天。。。
不知不觉，又来了几个朋友，约八时，开始打拼。。。

过程当中，边做又边聊，聊得起劲时大家就忘了手上的课业。。
直到有人喊停，大家才顿时回过神来，继续打拚。。
这过程反反复复了许许多多遍。
时间也是一去不复返，慢慢的，战友一个个都回去了。

结果只剩4个怪咖留下来（包括我）拼到深夜，
过了12am。。。

哇。。第一次。。
过程也不忘小休，再来一个“点心”时间。。。
聊聊一些废话。
拼到2am ++。。。
累了，3个怪脚回家了。。。
剩下我。。做了最后的冲刺。。3am。。我也就乖乖睡觉了。。

今早，起来也不太迟，精神还不错。
终于把课业赶完了。。

来到这里以后，方真正了解（时间不够用）
或许是spm后一直都很懒散，又或许上了大学后过得充实许多。

老实说，我还没真正开始努力。
可是近日的忙碌加上一点的努力，似乎比中学期间来得更多。

我，要精进，更要努力！！

（今天，其中一个怪咖还告诉我，今早5am才关灯就寝。。。）

*谢谢你我的室友，一个安慰，一个陪伴。。

*bb谢谢你。。一个电话，一个问候，我会更加努力
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打败仗了

凌晨五点，
肚子痛得我打滚。
绞得很厉害。。

忍了许久，
终于爬了起来。
一次，躺下一次。
又再次爬起来。

3， 4，5，6
7，8，9，10

好多次。
我知道，自己食物中毒了。

开始怀疑自己的晚餐有问题。
不敢说，吃了两次的药，
好多了。

结果，它，
再次绞了。
好痛，原本不想上课,
结果，拿了请假信，
却死撑到学校。

今天的我笑不出，说不出
只有一个累字。

偶然发现，
好几位朋友都拉肚子，
原因就是昨天的午餐。

誓言：从此不到block H用午餐！！

崩溃

我，累了。。

原因是我从没努力过。。
以前的我，只是用小聪明，
懒散，怠慢。堕落。。

我
尝试努力
却不懂该怎么努力
除了压力，还是压力

我
让我老爸老妈失望过
我
让老师们失望过
我
辜负了自己
当梦想一次
两次三次破灭
。。。。。
我告诉自己
可以重来，可以努力
可以精进，可以成功

结果，
发现自己错了。
现时社会都是残酷的

所谓：适者生存

我真的很累。
不是拿累来当借口而不努力
而是不懂从何下手。
不懂怎样再去拼。。
祝福自己吧

*happy father's day