another scene

Since tuesday..after the midterm test..my group (as i'm a leader)keep practise our EcS Sketch ass we gonna perform=present it on the coming monday...oh ya man....damn fast...

Well, i dunno where my bad tempered be...its sound good as i manage to control it well....

I really learn a lot from my member...especially my great assistant YQ.....

I oso really love my cute cute zheng as she is really a fantastic member.....

Oso not forget YZ, YX,Ps....and a quite headache person CP as he really dunno how to act,how to sing and how to dance....Not im looking down upon him but he is that kind of !^#&)#$)@($as he cant really accept ppl advise.....MAN, not solo show you know!!!....

Luckily i got manage my mood today...When i talk to them i almost burst into my tears as i really wish all of us get the best performance.....I wnt it and im sure you all wnt it too....

Another scene from the sketch is now im sitting infront my lappy and as just complete all the props..

tired man...nites

midnight-ing-

cant imagine online so late now....

NOT online till now..it's just online...

wat for??
boring? tired?

im searching myself..huh?!

need some music to relax while complete my organic chemistry revision...

I cant deny that recently i feel stress...never ever felt so stress...I make all ppl around me start to worried me...M i tat kinda of bad girl??

hopefully not...

Actually i just wnt to express my feeling....but seems like nobody wish to listen....

At this moment and this kind of situation...usually..i will....CRY!!!....

Im that kind of emo....

I miss my parent...miss you..miss GBA..(as im listening our family song at this moment)..miss minyen and eethong

..

miss a lot and a lot...

I felt like im very close to you all but sometimes seems like very far,,...

hopeless and helpless now....

I just wanna do my best..( maybe this trimester i put a lot of efforts...much more compared to last trimester.....BUT it seems like none of a sweety fruit bear now..)

I just will try to get it as sweet as possible....

GUYS....wait and see...

* im always putting a high expectation in that matter if i really do my best!!

悲惨

今天的物理考试，只能说，准备不足。。。

很不甘心。。。其实我准备自认足够了。。因为我答错的都是原本会了的。。。

我觉得自己很无能！！！！

moody...

I try to be positive thinking but its really hard...
sometimes just feel like im not tat kinda of ppl who easily forgive my self...

With all mistakes and stupid faults..
I wish to know when will all sorts of these come to a stop???
Hope it will stop by today and start everything smooth and well tomorrow...

Even i felt that im useless but it cant be as i know that how important of my mind setting is??

Right now, struggle in between the beginning and the end point, stunt half way with no way out...

With the efforts and support...it's time for me to arise...

searching the real meaning of life....every stage and every steps....i will slow down my pace and even creep........
By making everything clear...It should and it must be continue....

Hopefully everyday is my nice day...


*sorry to hear that my boss house was being flooded...sorry cant help.....=.=

让掌声为勇敢，坚强的你响起

早上，除了因为呈现+考试带着紧张的心情上学外，

其实，昨夜都侧夜难眠。。

不仅仅我，好多人都这样。。。

请你不要觉得过意不去，或许我们只是想多陪陪你，时时刻刻都为你加油，打气。。

有人说，没心情上学，有人说，很愤怒

有人说，因为不能回去而失落。。

不管有人再怎么说，我们都是一样的，你也一样吧。。。

我们好希望能够跟你一同分担所有的事，这一切的一切，所有的所有。。

分分秒秒，都盼望着，期待着。。

不管歹徒的生与死，

只要你开开心心，健健康康的站起来，

与我们再次为青春而奋斗，为理想而前进。。

你，听到了吧？

妈妈的呼唤，家人的期盼，同学的盼望，所有人的祝福，

你都收到了吧。。。

对，没错，你收到了。。。

你，回复了。。

哪怕只是动动手指，睁开眼睛，

每个反应都让我们觉得很欣慰。。

你告诉我们，你成功了。。

你告诉我们, 你快到达目标了。。

加油。。。再走多几步，就到了。。

亲爱的朋友，

佩服你的毅力，你的勇气

欣赏你的坚持，你的努力

让我们为你鼓掌，

让掌声为坚强的你响起。。

记得，明天的日出，等着你与我们去欣赏。

就让掌声再次为你响起。。。

wake up fren....

认识你是7岁的事，那时的你是多么的爱撒娇，多么的爱哭。。。

中学的最后两年，又和你同班。。。

一个亭亭玉立的你，还有骂yih hong的那种霸气，我想谁也没办法忘记。。。

如今，你遭遇不幸，在这48小时内，自己承受所有的痛，朋友我们看了心痛，

但，我们并不担心，因为坚强的你，很能挨，我们知道，你会在今天醒过来。。

有时，真恨不得那几个凶手，不得得逞还要加害人一把，让我们最爱的你，受了伤。。

婷，别怕，加油。。不只这48小时，明天，以后每一天，我们每一个人都会陪着你，为你接下来的日子一起加油，一起努力。。

朋友，坚持，知道你情况稍微稳定都很开心。。

婷：再大的风雨，我们都会陪你一起走下去。。。

朋友，坚持，快点醒过来。。。

祝福你，愿佛陀加持

rainny thursday

Im not that kinda of emo..just feel want to write whatever in my deep heart core...

I know that i haven't finish my exam and study is not only for exam...

Revising and revising ...it's just a cycle...It's shouldn't be stop...

(At last we will just find that the circle become larger and larger..endless till the end of our life)

Today i wish to share about few things...

1) My lecturers...

1stly will talk abt my thermodynamics practical lecturer, mr LEE.....

The 1st day i met him was on my 1st trimester chemistry test, he was one of the examiner..

The 2nd time i met him was the 1st practical session in this trimester..

1st impression..he's that kind of knowledgeable in this field..

2nd impression..he's so strict( he wanted us to summit every report on the spot..Either full or or partial.....) * none of us like this method right??

Its already 6th week of our 2nd trimester as everyone stopped blaming and started to adapt

in his practical session...We learned the way to generate all the idea for our discussion,

learned all the ways to conduct the experiment precisely and consistence..

"....so, today is my last day with you all..."

"..shhhs,....why?...when..how??...."

"you all like me meh?....however, thanks for your coorperation.."

"sir, we just adapted ourself..."

"K, tidy up your things so that we can close the lab..."

( the last phrase that mr lee spoken yesterday)

Sudden feel complicated.......we lose to get info under a good lecture....

2ndly,Ms Chan..My ECS Tutor...

This morning i purposely met her to propose my idea of changing the new topic for my

presentation, But she not allow me to do so....

After convincing and bargained for a long time at campus and sending email...

She still not allow me to do so but im quite satisfy to have a such understood lecturer.

Even i know that i have to put in more efforts for my presentation...(The topic still the same ...)But im that kind of on the moon now...ahha

2) My ECS speech...

Im not kinda of proud but today i wnt proud to be myself....(anyway. i dont like to live under others ppl)

I managed to finish my outline in 2 hours time..yeah..and im goinng to have my speech outline today...(i means the script)

HOPEFULLy i can success to become the best presenter....As promise to Miss Chan..I wont let her disappointed....

3) MY 1st midterm...

It's almost finish just left one paper on monday...

Let me have a review on it....

Math test...29 out of 30....simply lose one mark as i didnt label the end point in my graph..

Bio...result not yet out but js hope it will kinda of satisfactory grade for me as i know that most of the people lose 6 marks because of answering the question without logical thinking...(included me)

Chemistry test....Gosh...stupid for mistake on naming the hydrocarbon...(don;t even want to know im tat kind of careless or not well prepared) By right i should strive more..

Thermodynamics...Gosh again for wrongly put the substances which is heat absorber in the calculation of hear releasor...stupid....( i detect my answer not logic on the spot but cant detect the mistake.Just that moment when i opened the examination hall door..."ting!!!" it;s come to brain but its too late..)

FINAL conclusion...

LOW YING FAN...

YOU ARE NOT WELL PREPARED