midnight-ing-

cant imagine online so late now....

NOT online till now..it's just online...

wat for??
boring? tired?

im searching myself..huh?!

need some music to relax while complete my organic chemistry revision...

I cant deny that recently i feel stress...never ever felt so stress...I make all ppl around me start to worried me...M i tat kinda of bad girl??

hopefully not...

Actually i just wnt to express my feeling....but seems like nobody wish to listen....

At this moment and this kind of situation...usually..i will....CRY!!!....

Im that kind of emo....

I miss my parent...miss you..miss GBA..(as im listening our family song at this moment)..miss minyen and eethong

..

miss a lot and a lot...

I felt like im very close to you all but sometimes seems like very far,,...

hopeless and helpless now....

I just wanna do my best..( maybe this trimester i put a lot of efforts...much more compared to last trimester.....BUT it seems like none of a sweety fruit bear now..)

I just will try to get it as sweet as possible....

GUYS....wait and see...

* im always putting a high expectation in that matter if i really do my best!!

悲惨

今天的物理考试，只能说，准备不足。。。

很不甘心。。。其实我准备自认足够了。。因为我答错的都是原本会了的。。。

我觉得自己很无能！！！！

moody...

I try to be positive thinking but its really hard...
sometimes just feel like im not tat kinda of ppl who easily forgive my self...

With all mistakes and stupid faults..
I wish to know when will all sorts of these come to a stop???
Hope it will stop by today and start everything smooth and well tomorrow...

Even i felt that im useless but it cant be as i know that how important of my mind setting is??

Right now, struggle in between the beginning and the end point, stunt half way with no way out...

With the efforts and support...it's time for me to arise...

searching the real meaning of life....every stage and every steps....i will slow down my pace and even creep........
By making everything clear...It should and it must be continue....

Hopefully everyday is my nice day...


*sorry to hear that my boss house was being flooded...sorry cant help.....=.=

让掌声为勇敢，坚强的你响起

早上，除了因为呈现+考试带着紧张的心情上学外，

其实，昨夜都侧夜难眠。。

不仅仅我，好多人都这样。。。

请你不要觉得过意不去，或许我们只是想多陪陪你，时时刻刻都为你加油，打气。。

有人说，没心情上学，有人说，很愤怒

有人说，因为不能回去而失落。。

不管有人再怎么说，我们都是一样的，你也一样吧。。。

我们好希望能够跟你一同分担所有的事，这一切的一切，所有的所有。。

分分秒秒，都盼望着，期待着。。

不管歹徒的生与死，

只要你开开心心，健健康康的站起来，

与我们再次为青春而奋斗，为理想而前进。。

你，听到了吧？

妈妈的呼唤，家人的期盼，同学的盼望，所有人的祝福，

你都收到了吧。。。

对，没错，你收到了。。。

你，回复了。。

哪怕只是动动手指，睁开眼睛，

每个反应都让我们觉得很欣慰。。

你告诉我们，你成功了。。

你告诉我们, 你快到达目标了。。

加油。。。再走多几步，就到了。。

亲爱的朋友，

佩服你的毅力，你的勇气

欣赏你的坚持，你的努力

让我们为你鼓掌，

让掌声为坚强的你响起。。

记得，明天的日出，等着你与我们去欣赏。

就让掌声再次为你响起。。。