finally

It finally come to a temporary stop...

pit stop1 in the third trimester which is the last trimester for me in Kampar campus..though,,i really appreciate..anyone and anything here....

this morning...wake up quite late and purposely skipped Mr. N class but not purposely to make him mark me and absent..well the 1st try for me then i kena...How Bad my luck today in his class..whoah..not only me is the one right??

Why i skipped and i just finished my optics report 4am in this morning..its tired though....

Finally i did it..It's really exhausted as i just finished my last 3 midterm papers since tuesday....3 days continuously...non stop....Can you try to imagine how m i looked recently in this few days??

Aww.....

Finally the 1st midterm come to the end and means that its the time for all UTARians to take a deep breath a while...maybe in this weekend....and it's time for us to polish and recharge the battery for our engines as a UTARians we know very well that after week6.....our life gonna undergo once revolution again.....Unlimited Test Assignment Reports its going to start and AWWW....final coming soon....

UTArians: grab chances to rest for a while and its time for us to say again...GOGOGO

彷徨vs无助

今天，派了生物试卷。生物向来不好的我，万万没有想到，分数如此低。。。

超乎预料。。。那么简单的题目我却不能考得好一点。。。

彷徨就在于，我到底该怎么做才能进步？？

无助在于，当我不会不明白时，没有人愿意多教我，人不为己，天诛地灭。。

当看到周围的人一个个比我好，把爱放大就应该向他们学习。

但是，在朋友之间，考得最差竟然是自己，而且差得不可理喻时，自己更是难堪。。。

人家会说，你只是粗心，我说不是。。。

他们又会说你要这样那样才行。。。

我说我明白，只是不晓得为何这科就是我的致命伤，不懂如何取高分。。

结果个个就会说我读不够，还不了解。。。

这样的话，我听了三个学期。。。。真的，没有朋友了解，甚至可以称亲戚的也不了解。。。

今时不同往日，我已不在是大家眼里那个懂很多，会很多的人。。。一次不好，人家就会离我远去，大家各忙各的，我只能在无助时找讲师，再不然只是自生自灭。。。。无助啊

recovering

Today..im super excited and eagerly waiting my parents dropped by to visit me...

around 3 pm...my mom phoned me that she wouldn't drop by....

I felt disappointed and no mood to do anything...

After i wake up from my nap....She phoned again and claimed that she bought 'pau' for us and will dropped by for dinner...

Yes....

really appreciate mom and dad that...they did a lot for me..

And not forget my grandmother..that day before dad and mom headed to KL..they also send the the chicken essence prepared by grandma...

I really gan en gan en and gan en

emo-ing-

Whatever strike my mind now is about the Math test which just finished just now...

Nvr feel so stress and emo before..whole day..my mood swinging, heart crying without tears..

When stephen them came to find me..i laughed..i joked..to cover my sadness...anyway will do although anyway will not actually..

Sometimes i struggle....What FOR??? I made my days with tears and down mood...

Even i know the marks deducted is not much after convert into the percentage..The marks might be small case for others but for me is a big case..

Not I'm too particular for the marks.but pls....Maths is my pure subject..I want to score it...

I already failed to do my biology as I expect..and now..my math is totally out of my expectation....

As I know the coming chapter is not that easy that we thought and not that tough that we expected...UHhhhhh...

Clashed..GONE...even i cant do well in my 1st midterm...

How am i suppose to survive...

(dont worry me i just write to release my stress)

I will feel hurt in doing stupid mistakes in Math rather than I don't know anything in other subject..

WEll, well, well.....

This coming week is much more challenging for me....

physics, chemistry and programming concept which i keep blurred in this semester...

After walk out the exam hall today..i just noticed that the bad energy came cross me...

The feeling and the emotion during I undergo in Sem 1 came again..

Sem 2, is rush for me.but dont know why i handle it well..without staying up late.I manage to get what i expect..almost get....>.<

But this sem is totally rush..rush the time with a smooke screen..without knowing who who and what whate...OMG...

Week 5 end now..final is around the corner..

Migraine make me feel dizzy and not comfortable...bp increase..everynight night mare...

i scared that once i sleep and the next day i couldn't wake up early in the morning to study...

EMO now...

bless myself

my dear grandpa

Since last week i visited him,

he is getting older and he looked pale...

Actually all of us really worry about him...

He even did not have the appetite to have his meal..every meal every day....

My tears gonna drop when he totally forgot what he have ate on that day and even thought im younger than my brother actually....

Pls...we hope you to get well soon and stay health...

Just received a text from cousin sis that he had admitted to hospital today...

Pls....get well soon and come back soon..

Love you always, hope everything blessing you in the very good of health

金宝的公假

今天是公假，

没上课，昨天也不早睡，

室友约了我与友人，一同逛菜市。。

其实，只是要去吃早点。。

结果，我到了哪里却没胃口，只是喝了一杯美禄。。。

在大伙儿还未开餐前，便一个人走到菜市，东买一些，西买一些，也买了不少。。。

买了鱼丸，羊角豆，玉蜀心，豆腐，豆包，菇类。。。

外边的食物吃腻了，加上老妈子带给我的面线，米粉还有百米。。

嗯，这个星期都自己煮啦。。

清淡，简单，合我胃口。。。

昨天的生物测验，让我不怎么满意，庆幸不会“爆表”。。。

尤其看到，周围的人都能取高分时，自己难免会低落。。

好啦，要再打拼了。。。。

加油拉

cny in kampar

This week..im really busy for rushing back all my tutorial questions which I haven't attempt during the cny holiday and rushing for replacement and extra classes...As..midterm is around the corner..

Aww....

Today..having a night market walk with my brothers..yeah...how early we go to the night market..seems like I'm the one who bought the most..not much (actually is the bad weather not allow us to walk slowly and bought for more)..well, not much of stalls set up today..maybe they were still in cny mood too..

Caught in a sparingly heavily rain..but it stop after we reached Stephen's house...OMG...

Well, we have a great chat during our meal..and then our hands sudden felt itchy...

Ooops..It's gamble time...

Yeeppy...

The man who become the"jong" won a lot..

actually the whole gang of us just enjoy the moment together...purposely dont wanna go home and revise for a night..haha...

Oh right! Tomorrow i will be follow my parents going to KL (grandparents house)as this year we havent visit there...

It's time for me to hug my bear bear now...

nitez.....

happy cny

Enjoying the night scene in my hometown now..

With the noise of fire crackers...the shines of the colourful strips on the sky..over the moon..

bound to the stars..

Its absolutely a great shot ..

hope that our dreams jz like colourful strips..getting higher and higher...

huat a

19 vs 21

终于，年三十到了。。。。

啊，妈咪，我爱你。。。

刚才在妈咪临睡前告诉他说，明天(也就是今天）要跟她说我爱你。。是她，辛苦怀胎十月，在19年前的今天生下了我。。。

结果妈咪还说，哪是明天，后天才是。。

结果我就边笑边说，，明天后天都要说我爱你。。

因为，农历，我是除夕宝宝；阳历，我是生于2月3日。。。

哈哈，长大了喽。。。

农历，我已经21了，阳历我才19.。。。哈哈。。总是这样，几个损友都每次说我农历的年龄，这样，她们就比我年轻2岁咯。。无聊。。哈哈

新年+生日愿望

1）学业要更上许多层楼

2）家人，朋友，自己还有我爱或爱我的人（很多人）一切都要顺利，身体要特别健康

3）天下无灾难

4) 减肥成功。。

哈哈

新年快乐，

兔气扬眉

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